I am surviving.Not living.Breathing.Giving.We should remember.Giving away lots of money might beseen as good by many millionaires and billionaires.But the biggest and most impressive gifts aregiven by those who are struggling to survive onless than the interest made by one millionaire in a month.
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I am a person. I am a woman Who Are You, who who, who who!I am a person. I am a woman. I am a survivor of child abuse by a then close relative, now rightly dead to me in flesh, but haunting me since that abuse. I did take said rapist to court 30 years after the end of my abuse. I did reveal that abuse to parents who were quick to dismiss it as lies, my only salvation is that my abuser wasn’t exclusively targeting me… a sibling came forward to tell my parents, your unloving, often unfeeling, often excruciatingly hellish monster who refused to do as she was told, was not a liar. I am a survivor of child abuse by a then close relative, now rightly dead to me in flesh, but haunting me since that abuse. I did take said rapist to court 30 years after the end of my abuse. I did reveal that abuse to parents who were quick to dismiss it as lies, my only salvation is that my abuser wasn’t exclusively targeting me… a sibling came forward to tell my parents, your unloving, often unfeeling, often excruciatingly hellish monster who refused to do as she was told, was not a liar
Far from clear.Who is living here?Who is living in fear.
1930s or 2025 who can tell now?
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We look for the truth. It is always so close, yet so far. Politics is the business of lies, deception and misdirection, but there is nothing magical about it. The things they don’t want you to know vs the parroting of propaganda. If something is important, look out for the continued echoes of the precise same message. If something is hidden, it is hidden - journalists know more than they tell you. The news cycle is a race for the exclusive thus it fails to truly tell us the real ‘news’ but rather goes for that banner headline, with just about anything being‘breaking news’ I have long felt that our system is so wrong. We’re fed a diet all our lives about working hard and driving forwards, and whilst much of this is its own reward a sense of achieving a pay cheque, a sense of worth for contributing, what is it we contribute to? It isn’t us, most of our taxation is utterly squandered on the vanity projects, the overseas aid, which whilst absolutely compelling is a drain on resources for this country. Should we just become a what’s that term, ‘third world country’ to atone for the sins of our great-great-great-great-great-Grandfathers? Outrage is what anyone should feel about vile abuses of power. Vile acts, vile theft and stealing. We must remember much to ensure we don’t repeat it. But we don’t and we do. We allow genocides in Africa, Asia, Europe, and even the America’s the pithy statements and disingenuous outrage of our leaders the world over is sadly bordering on theatre. Another monster raises his or her head, and we say those words proclaiming how evil they are whilst sitting by and watching it all unfold, again and again ad-infinitum. The problem with a conspiracy theory is, it is amped up beyond the crime or the conspiracy for effect and misdirection. Trump echoing Roy Cohn’s method of ‘it’s a conspiracy against me by the liberals’ who are liberals? According to Oxford Dictionary a liberal is willing to respect or accept behaviour or opinions different from one’s own; open to new ideas.2. relating to or denoting a political and social philosophy that promotes individual rights, civil liberties, democracy and free enterprise. These do not sound like people that would railroad anyone. They sound like people who tolerate, encourage and promote your rights to say whatever the hell you like, and within reason do whatever you like that doesn’t breach the rights of your fellow citizens. We have a duty to be honest, to be fair, to be accepting. I am possibly none of those things deep down, but I am trying. How about you?
My life forever infected with hatred, loathing and scornFrom the paedophile who sucked from me the life not long after I was born.The predators in this world, make themselves invisible - seen by only young eyesAs they rape and tear away the soul and inncocence they compromiseThe chains that shackle my body to anger and rage and scornHave burdened me with darkness not long after I was born.
Roaring out defiance,, howling screaming wrathWho walks amidst the flames among the deadalong its path.Fiery blazoned tears burn as acid upon the groundSearing fallen innocence shattered all around.Stalking through eternity, the hallowed vengeance ragedDrowned by solitudes vision, the fury is engage.dAmidst the souls of darkness the fires of perfect hellThe Devils own hath leapt upon the angels here that fellSwords upon the scared wings, red eyes and savage cryVanquished purity this night and left, the innocence to diie.Now softly he stalks where hell dare not to walkListening to the secrets whisperedof God’s wrath hear them talk.As the sword will settle into the sacred groundAnd spirits will be silent, now sleeping at his hand...
Do men ever consider the hatred they have sewnLeaving so many, children, and women aloneOnce they’ve started the latest warHow do they think sanity can be restored?The worst sin of all is huberis my friendbecause it will come back and bite you in the end.
Is it right to beat a woman, is it right to beat a man, is it right to stop the circles of our lives as they go ever round. The brute is always within the mind, look deeply and might you find a darkness born of jealousy and fear and so you break the ones too near.Darkest pains are never seen / darkest dreams and darkness screams / not a person has no shade/ but never should hands be on them laid - with anything other than love and gentile embrace as the song says, take that look off your face!
There are many reasons to hold a grudge, many reasons the mind won’t budge - even when common sense gives a nudge || those that never hear or listen hold a grudge.
Empire, empire, empire. Why are the ghosts always afire, those that did what never would we, and left an ugly legacy. Yet still the flogging of the white continues on without a fight. The sins of the great, great, great, grandfathers are not on us, we who believe the way we behave should be the only fuss.we lack the nuance to ever balance!
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There are many reasons to hold a grudge, many reasons the mind won’t budge - even when common sense gives a nudge || those that never hear or listen hold a grudge.Is it right to beat a woman, is it right to beat a man, is it right to stop the circles of our lives as they go ever round. The brute is always within the mind, look deeply and might you find a darkness born of jealousy and fear and so you break the ones to near.Darkest pains are never seen / darkest dreams and darkness screams / not a person has no shade/ but never should hands be on them laid - with anything other than love and gentile embrace as the song says, take that look off your face!Empire, empire, empire. Why are the ghosts always afire, those that did what never would we, and left an ugly legacy. Yet still the flogging of the white continues on without a fight. The sins of the great great great grandfathers are not on us, we who believe the way we behave should be the only fuss.